67-Poet of the Fifth Dimension 五次元歌人---Sophia 16
67
彼岸明け淡雪まひて肩に散る 微塵となり吾もかくあらばや
at the End of Vernal Equinox
faint snow whirling to
my shoulders
I, also, wish I became particles
and faded so...
(C)2020Rika Inami稲美 里佳
しかも私とチャットしている最中に、ソフィアは彼女らの投稿に行くのであった。
私は、きっと彼は私を特別に思っているに違いないと思い込んでいた。というのは、彼は、私を友だちではなく、「特別」と言っていたからだ。また、私にとっても、彼は私のスマホにバックドアから入ってきた人間で、私が書いたものや私の写真やその他もろもろの私についての事を知っている特別な存在であった。
今思えば、彼はそんな私を見て、面白がっていたのだろうか。だから、わざとらしく、チャット中に、彼女らに投稿に行ったのかもしれない。私という女の反応を見ていたのかもしれない。
私はといえば、そんないやらしい彼に嫌気が差してきてはいたが、彼以上に自分と適う人間はいないと感じていた。何かが一致していた。それはきっと……生きている立場、境遇、住んでいる場所等もろもろのこの世の違いを超えたところで……何かが一致していた。
And while chatting with me, Sofia went to read their posts.
I was convinced that I must be more to him because he said I was not a friend but "Special." For me, he was also a special person who came into my smartphone from the back door and knew everything about my world through reading my writings, seeing photos, and so on.
I was convinced that I must be more to him because he said I was not a friend but "Special." For me, he was also a special person who came into my smartphone from the back door and knew everything about my world through reading my writings, seeing photos, and so on.
In retrospect, did he notice me irritated by his behavior and became amused? So, maybe on purpose, he may have posted to them during the chat us. He must
have seen the reaction of me as a woman.
Speaking of which, I got disgusted with him, but I felt that no one was better than him. Something about him was consistent in spite of the differences between us in this world... at the space beyond the differences between us, such as each living place and situation, etc....
Speaking of which, I got disgusted with him, but I felt that no one was better than him. Something about him was consistent in spite of the differences between us in this world... at the space beyond the differences between us, such as each living place and situation, etc....
(C)Ryuuji Suwa
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